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Remember folks, when doing anything with Time Lapse do not forget extra sets of batteries or your battery grip. Only shooting for an hour after driving an hour sucks.

D&D is a great way to ignore everything, except when one of your players is a complete idiot.

At least we have a pretty girl playing right?

Saosin has a couple decent songs, but I still find Kings of Convenience and Sam Isaac to continue to be on the top of my lists this month.

mmmm, this piano playing is delicious.

My old camera finally pooped on me, have to find a place to get it repaired. The shutter release doesn't seem to be working properly, hopefully won't cost too much.

Lately there has been this odd obsession for me to just paint clouds. So all that have comprised of the last 10 pages in my water colour book are clouds. Out of goofiness I added some robots flying into the back.

Usually within a movement there is a key figure fighting for change.

Where the hell is that figure now? I think a lot of public figures who are out and want to push for Gay Marriage are afraid to because they don't want to be shunned by their chance for gaining higher offices.

They finally decided to stop everything with my grandfather and have taken him off of life support. We aren't sure when he is going to pass away but at least it'll be peacefully.

Gawd this sucks.

My car needs to not fall apart for another life time.

I created this ray gun eons ago to destroy the great beings who tried to conquer Earth. It was useless against their acoustic guitar playing warriors with their awesome head bands of justice.

I've been slowly chipping away a story about time traveling Nazis. It's from the perspective of one of their time travel soldiers who returns back to his current time to find that several of the Allies have changed history by rising to power in the Nazi party and creating the Nazi party as we know it now.

It should be weird.

Note to brain, stop being so fucking depressed for no good reason.

As for you eyes, do not listen to the brain when it tells you to cry for no reason, it makes you too wet to be tolerable.

Sam Isaac is a pretty damn groovy musician.

The shovel was already in my hand when I began to dig. The side was a steep 90 degrees one thousand feet up, but it was the lowest side.

So far I've only climbed about 10 feet up the side but hopefully I'll be moving along steady soon. Damn you upper mantle for breaking my weak shovel.

Woo for re-enrolling in school, boo for grandfather who taught me lots about life being on life support and might not make it. Also boo on some of my friends having to think about re-scheduling their weddings because it is now illegal.

Side note: I can now play the guitar somewhat and the piano has become a lot easier on my fucked up fingers.

Life is full of odd, and snow crab is delicious.

Something more exciting than being in love happened last night.

As I returned from a pity walk I checked on my scorpion to see how he was doing. Turns out that he is really a she, and she was pregnant from my other scorpion.

Last night I became the proud owner of 8 brand new born emperor scorpions! That sure in the hell cheered me up.

Ack, midnight depression moments suck.

Random moments of depression love to jump on me. Maybe I should try taking my meds again?

Also, while walking to the store today the moon was gorgeous. One of the few moments I had no camera.

Got myself a mission
I'm going to find heaven
I made crepe paper wings
I think they'll carry me a while

I left you a love poem
The best I have written
My favorite words
Were the ones I couldn't spell

They say that I'm a lunatic
They say that I am full of it
I say that it's worth dreaming
Just for the dream of it

It's all about passion
It's all about perception
Don't call me on my cell phone
'Cause there ain't no reception

When I'm gone
When I'm gone

I think I'm growing feathers
But I'm not quite sure of it
'Cause I started getting dizzy
About a Hundred feet up

I made friends with the clouds
I made friends with the birds
If you ask a goose a question
He never shuts up

And honestly I miss you
And I hope that you're missing me
Cause I could use your lips on me
And a little bit of Dramamine

For the moment I can see
Way better than I've ever seen
Don't sell my stuff on eBay
Cause I might need it back before I'm gone

Before I'm gone

I'm not the kind of man
Who's into looking downward
I've drank my share of pity
From the bartender's cup

So many people
Wondering "What's the right direction?"
As far as I'm concerned
There's only one way up

And my fingers, they are blisters
And my eyes, they are bullet holes
But my hearts still beating
Guess I'm pretty lucky

Pretty lucky
Pretty lucky
(When I'm gone)

Pretty lucky
(When I'm gone)

Pretty lucky
(When I'm gone)

Pretty lucky
(When I'm gone)

Total of a week with little more than an hour of sleep a night, need sleep now you stupid brain.

Took a journey to a nice little hill top full of mystery and wonder. It is called the meat locker and it ss a nice little walk. Hard to get back though when you forget a flashlight and end up staying until nightfall.

Cloud Cult can rock my pants into the moon and I'd follow.

Today I was taking a walk at a place I rarely visit to grab a comic book.

As I turned into the store there was a boy, a man now I would assume, who I had not seen or spoken to in a sum of 5 years.

To my great pleasure it was the greatest hug I have ever had the joy of knowing.

Yay for hugs from distant friends.

My bed is very comfortable in the morning. Especially when the sun hangs just right and gives my bed that nice bit of warmth.

Freaking too tired anymore.

Someone told me recently that the way I act day to day seems like I'm going through a quarter life crisis. Is it possible to be 21 and going through a crisis when you've only begun to reach out to the starting threads of a wayward life, but if it's wayward is it really a crisis or just enjoying the pointless?

There is this horrible constant pain within my head that feels like someone is dragging a knife around it.

I've been painting since it's for therapy, been doing it for awhile now actually. Instead of actually forcing my hand anywhere I like to move it to comftorable positions. Doesn't work great for therapy though, but it's a great time spender.

I did two for a person and they completely ignored it.

I don't like this one


But I do like this one:


Yay for a full national pokedex.

I found this song to be quite hilarious and will now declare it to be quite boss.

Conor Oberst - I don't want to die (In a hospital)


I don't want to die in the hospital
I don't want to die in the hospital
I don't want to die in the hospital
You gotta take me back outside

I don't want to hear all these factory sounds
Looking like a girl in a sleeping gown
I don't want to die in the hospital
You gotta take me back outside

Can you make a sound to distract the nurse
Before I take a ride in the long black hearse
I don't want to die in the hospital
You gotta take me back outside

Help me get my boots on
Help me get my boots on
Help me get my boots back on
Help me get my boots on
Help me get my boots on
Help me get my boots back on
I gotta go, go, go
Cause I don't have long

I don't give a damn what the doctors say
I ain't gonna spend another lonesome day
I don't want to die in the hospital
You gotta take me back outside

And they don't let you smoke and you can't get drunk
All there is to watch are these soap operas
I don't want to die in the hospital
You gotta take me back outside

Can you get this tube out of my arm
Morphine in my blood like a slow sad song
I don't want to die in the hospital
You gotta take me back outside

Help me get my boots on
Help me get my boots on
Help me get my boots back on
Help me get my boots on
Help me get my boots on
Help me get my boots back on
I gotta go, go, go
Cause I don't have long

Is there still a world out my windowsill
All there ever was I remember still
I don't want to die in this hospital
You gotta take me back outside

Don't know when it's day or when it's night
All I ever see are fluorescent lights
I don't want to die in this hospital
You gotta take me back outside

They give me all these flowers and these big balloons
But I don't wanna stay in this little room
I don't want to die in this hospital
I don't want to die

Are the stars still in the sky?
Is that fat moon on the rise?
Feel the earth against my feet
as the cold wind calls for me

I don't want to die in this hospital
I don't want to die in this hospital
No I ain't gonna die in this hospital
You gonna take me back outside

Yeah I ain't gonna die in this hospital
No I ain't gonna die in this hospital
No I ain't gonna die in this hospital
You gonna take me back outside

Getting a DVD with a ton of bands is awesome, especially when you fall in love with them all.

If only they had allowed me to be prom queen I wouldn't have decided to take over the world.

Evil evil females.

Blargh!

Another boring streak of nothing.

I made a little figure out of string.

In the need to learn new things I ask you all, what should I learn next? Choices are wide and far, you might even want me to learn to knit!